I Think The Most Endearing Thing About Jean Is That He Just Cares. So Fucking Much. Not To Say That Neil

I think the most endearing thing about Jean is that he just cares. So fucking much. Not to say that Neil doesn't but Neil had to learn to care and I think it's widely accepted that he cares about a select few people and cares about them fiercely; to the point of kill or be killed.

Jean though? He cares for almost everyone regardless of what they have done to him. He cared for Zane, the man who betrayed him in the most horrifying way for a number, for something Jean had no control over. He cared enough to save his life. He cared for Lucas who brought Jean's abuser right to his gate where he had believed himself to be safe. Not once did he lash out at him because he understood that his actions came from a desperation to know his brother again, the ache of having him near again but not having him at all. He cared for Cody, someone he doesn't even really know; cared enough to ensure they were safe and not being forced into something.

After being beaten down every day, holding on to life out of sheer desperation and perhaps a promise made to a once? friend, Jean still hasn't had his ability to care beaten out of him and it's such a beautiful miracle. He's a little like Andrew in this I think, in that he pretends so desperately to not care under the guise of barbed words and cold shoulders because that's a weakness, a chink in his already dented armour that the monsters can and will exploit with glee. He knows that yet he can't choke that tenderness out of himself.

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Yes, yes, the "i forgive you," the "no nightingales," and the "nothing lasts forever" are all great lines. But to me, the most heartbreaking was this one

Yes, Yes, The "i Forgive You," The "no Nightingales," And The "nothing Lasts Forever" Are All Great Lines.

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andyrg099 - And words are futile devices
andyrg099 - And words are futile devices
andyrg099 - And words are futile devices
andyrg099 - And words are futile devices

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11 months ago

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9 months ago

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andyrg099 - And words are futile devices
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I'm gonna start going through my Andreil playlist and making more of these

I'm Gonna Start Going Through My Andreil Playlist And Making More Of These
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