Guys Turns Out I Just Had Undiagnosed NPD

guys turns out i just had undiagnosed NPD

whole life convincing yourself that you’re emotionless, cold and unbothered only to realise many years later that you created that version of yourself because in reality you couldn’t bare the thought of being vulnerable in any way

and when you finally realise that it’s not something to be proud of you also realise that it’s too late to re-learn everything

you feel great shame because you finally see that you weren’t actually strong - all of it was a weakness. the thing you hated the most. you couldn’t embrace it

and worst of all - you realise that you’ve become exactly like the person who hurt you in the beginning

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1 year ago

how can i romanticise studying at awfully modern university? the building is fairly new and of course everything is technically advanced. but there is no soul in it

what should i do to feel very dark academia mysterious historic beautiful classical aesthetic?

i need help i ain’t agreeing with my university years being so basic


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1 year ago

the 70s are 30 years ago and the 80s are 20 yeara ago. and the 90s are 10 years ago. and the 00s are not real. the 10s are the future. and in the 20s theyll have flying cars and time travel. hope this helps.

1 year ago

What is your opinion of Henry Winter as a character? I confess that I'm a little curious to know

Welllll, I might *not* be objective here. But, I find him really really interesting and in my opinion we could’ve learn more about him. I know that not knowing all about the characters is one of TSH purposes, but still - Henry is just too fascinating. I won’t lust all over him here, publicly, but… I think it’s kind of obvious what else I think of him

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Life is short. Drink another coffee. Read another book. Listen to your favourite song again. Hug your mom. Laugh. Cry. Dance in the rain. Push your friend off a cliff because of a milkshake.

1 year ago
Still Can't Get Over The Fact That I Lost My Tsh Book :(

still can't get over the fact that i lost my tsh book :(

1 year ago

more of an idea of a person rather than an actual one

1 year ago

The generation gap between me and ppl of my own age

1 year ago

i need this, this is much more dramatic than a thermos

1920′s Traveling Tea Case. From America In The 1920′s, FB.

1920′s Traveling tea case. From America in the 1920′s, FB.

1 year ago

oh the urge to be part of a hedonistic slightly deranged secret society

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