I Hate Myself So Much

iced pumpkin spice (drawpile)

still hardly understand tags and reblogs and most tumblr mechanics and social rules about using them, so am sorry if i do something wrong

hi am new here, don't really know how and what to do but already really enjoy all the queer ppl. hiiii gay people hiiiii trans people hi everyone else

moth for scale of the post

am afraid of everything and everyone

do you have any means of accepting donations that you could link? I love you. I pray that you'll be safe.

i do not accept donations because i do not belive that i deserve them, i do not have any friends who would give guarantees that i am not a scammer. i don't have anyone or anything, i wouldn't receive any donations and even if i did they wouldn't help me

bored? try estrogen today

i live in active warzone, i'm trans, i have a mental disorder, my family disowned me, i'm homeless and don't have any friends. honestly this has to be some kind of prank, the gods who made me can't be serious about this shit. I just wish my life was normal and not whatever this is, is that so much to ask

whats cool about being trans is my parents are totally right. i did kill their beautiful son. im the thing that animates his corpse in an ever more convincing parody of a happy girl. i devoured him from the inside out and now there is nothing left of him and he is dead dead dead and there is only me, with my hollow eyes and dark eyeliner and long hair, and my big smile. my limp, effeminate gestures belie the marionetting of the boy they loved. my fagginess is his death. already his body becomes a fitter home for my parasitism in full; the tits, the hips, the thighs. sorry about your kid. thanks for the biomass <3

Honest Tumblr

i think i want to change my url from moth-odarka