bear with me
i was left in this dark place
alone and scared, crying, looking for a way out, for some light somewhere
but the only light i can find is showing me the faces of the monsters that put me here, tortured me
abused me
they live within me
i’m left here again, in the dark
i tried to run away but they always come back
they always find their way back to me, i can feel them getting closer to get me
i should be running away, find an escape
an escape?
but it’s all in my head
no, no.. it can’t be
they destroyed everything here and left their demons
they won’t leave me
it’s dark, i can’t get out
an escape?
there’s no escape
please, bear with me
or else i might find my way out, out of my head
and it’ll be too late
but you’ll be safe
the demons’ll be dead
i’ll keep you safe
AAAAAAH HE KISSED ME
WHAT DO I DO????!
me, drunk, coming home in the middle of the night, feeling the sudden need to cry because of this dumb sentimental delusion
i keep having nightmares where he comes back and finds me and hurts me and no one tries to help me
My mood about the new tour ♪♪
Noooo I'm sorry I accidentally lied
The best day to talk to your crush is whenever you feel ready
It's April 1st y'all
The best day to talk to your crush tbh
Shoot your shot!!
You get a positive answer: congratulations, I'm happy for you :)
You get a negative answer: pretend it was a joke and it's all good, I'm sorry for you but no worries you'll be fine
i spend my time telling my 'friends' that i have a lot of free time and i'd love to spend time with them and hang out and all
and then i spend my time seeing new posts on my feed where they're all together having parties or even just hanging out at one of their houses and they're all happy, saying how cool it is to be all together
and no one told me about it, no one thought about inviting me, no one remembers my very existence, and they won't mind talking about it while i'm here, it's just completely normal for them to cut me off their lives whenever they want to and pretend they don't mean it
me taking forever to reply to both my crush and the toxic person i hate
he/him • • • 'zwischen den welten bin ich gefangen' -th • • • not living, barely surviving • • • insta: @whatsmyname.rolko
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