Fighting Inner Demons To Cut My Hair Short And Look Like A Boy And Date Girls. Don't Minde, Seasonal

How do I explain to my mother that writing is the most freeing thing that has ever been gifted to me, and the fantasy world that I invented is the best thing to fangirl over and that Charlie and Nerine ARE the IT couple without sounding like I just sniffed 4 rows of cocaine and five glasses of wine and a whole vodka?

🍄 🍁 🐌 🐜 🪳✨ // Omphalotus illudens, the bioluminescent jack o' lantern mushroom // gouache on paper

Out of patience, Kit slowly raised his middle finger. “Here’s the password.” Ty muffled a laugh.

currently thinking about kit showing barnabas the finger when he wouldn't let him and ty enter the shadow market and cracking up (and the fact that ty was laughing so much at kit is honestly the most adorable thing to happen in tda, they make each other so freaking happy🥹)

people who get excited about stars, moons and sunsets are my kind of people

I don't think I can explain how much I long for Cassie to write a saga, or at least a few books about the Circle.

Give me the JUICE. I NEED TO KNOW. Specially about Maryse my girl and Robert, like I just KNOW that they were probs a power couple before becoming such a toxic relationship (maybe before Robert and Michael turned back to back)

I need to know if Maryse and Michael were on good terms (friends even?). I NEED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT MARYSE, PEOPLE.

We get this complex woman with such a strong character development, and you're not going to tell me anything about her backstory????

Was she like, Izzy on the looks, Alec on the personality? Because otherwise I'm just stuck w my head canons that her parents were trash, she was a crazy badass warrior w a very twink bf (ehem Robert) that made some horrendous choices by being charmed off by Valentine. Also in my mind her and Celine were good friends (sorry not sorry) 😌 (Stephen didn't deserve nor Amatis nor Celine. can't hate him, tho...). And that maybe her and Jocelyn had a maybe Alec x Clary like relationship (city of bones typa shit)

noooooo, don't leave usssssss, I get you, he's really meh, defo not cassie's best character

gonna talk about the hunger games for the next 10,000 years so I gotta get this off my chest now. why are people in the shadowhunters fandom so rude when they find out I don’t like will herondale? it’s a personal preference. it’s not a personal attack against you. it’s sad cause it makes me not want to interact with this fandom.

He’s imperfect but he tries -> Robert 

They are good but they lie -> Maryse and Stephen

She is hard on herself -> Jocelyn 

He is broken and won’t ask for help -> Valentine

He is messy, but he’s kind -> Luke 

They are lonely most of the time -> Celine and Hodge 

She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie -> Amatis

He is gone but he used to be mine -> Micheal 

1800s dagger, made in france

Me? Having a type? EXCUSE YOU? HOW DARE YOU? I do not obsess over the same characters in different fonts!

(alec lightwood, will herondale, kit herondale, ty blackthorn, cardan greenbriar, azriel shadowsinger, gwyneth berdara, mark blackthorn, ash morgenstern, matthew daddario, xaden riorson, nico di angelo, nesta archeron, jude duarte, izzy lightwood, henry winter, lucas (evernight), legolas greenleaf, aragorn, hareton earnshaw, lucas grey, elloren gardner, damon AND stefan, caroline forbes and rune kristiansen watching from the corner of my room while trying not to laugh their asses off bcs I locked them in my house, and they're not allowed to leave)