I would scream, cry, vomit, try to fucking kill myself but I would never beg someone to not leave me, if they hate me, they hate me. Ther's nothing i can do about it, fuck it then, I'll learn to hate them too. Fuck it, fuck this feeling, fuck it. I would never say it with words.
Came back from work, looked at my reflection on the window and felt depressed. I have to do something about it asap. I hate my body omg
Tomie (1998)
I wanna get the fuck away from this place, this body and this existence
I wanna cry my heart out but I can't do it here
That's true and nothing will change my mind.
Precious Lee by Kévin Drelon for CAP 74024 10 Year Anniversary Issue
"i'm gay" "i'm straight" ok? well i am drowning, there is no sign of land. you are coming down with me, hand in unlovable hand and i hope you die, i hope we both die
i dont even GO here
born to be one with nature, forced to have a fear of spiders </3 ˙◠˙